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Obviously that's not all
I never nursed the intent of writing a piece that would make you think and go - oh yeah today is the first day of me becoming a better human. No that is not this is about. Those questions I left you earlier to ponder, they should just do that and I want you to read further as you ponder that. Do you ever think, how much we need each other as people, yet how much we despise each others existence. Wait, here is a pledge. I am not going to pretend like I know psychology or anthr
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Feb 3, 20245 min read


I don't really want to do this, but I want to too
It’s quite conclusive that everyday we wake up, we are looking for inspiration, we are looking for something to motivate us and put us on track to finding a purpose or going about that purpose. Time and again, we find ourselves inspired by what people say or said, or pictures of what people said in posts, posters and forwarded messages spammed into your feed. Who coined the term ‘feed’ to the list of shit we tune into on all these social apps. Whoever did does not really thin
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Feb 2, 20245 min read


Can you imagine?
Can you imagine a world where we resort to thinking, where we just think about making things better while being apathetic to our own and our fellow humans’ amplified expression of suffering. If we were to behave like computing machines, we just might solve every problem but we would start a bloody war to rebel against such an existence. Shit I think that is loosely the thread to most of the machines take over kind of movies. Or the movie Equilibrium (2002). It told that stor
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Feb 2, 20243 min read


How we are wired
Do you think this text provides you with enough information to do a pseudo psycho analysis on me? I mean I can see you wanting to do it or doing it already. We cannot help our need to understand if not judge and label what is presented in front of us. I agree that it is only natural, our need to judge things and people. I just wish it is followed by a choice to be accepting the one you judged and finding a way to be kind or to just leave them be. But no, we have to fix it, we
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Feb 1, 20244 min read


Being so self aware it's uncomfortable
One of the things you would notice, especially if you are someone who examines and think deeply, is that I am questioning myself as often as I could. I am not here to say the 100 benefits to cultivating a habit of questioning oneself and it is only a Google search away, all the disaster you could end up creating by questioning yourself that often. I am just saying you could use self awareness way more than you do and in ways that you have not yet. In human life probably the m
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Feb 1, 20245 min read


When you go - "What is this, what am I reading?"
I will try very hard now to sell this book in many different ways. Let’s see how that plays out. What is this book? So on one side this book is about me trying to record and share my thoughts which I think serves some purpose. What is your point? Well my point is just to give you a reason to think and question everything beyond how comfortable you are. I find myself mostly in a place where I am mentally so exhausted even when I am physically super ready to act. I just want to
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Jan 3, 20245 min read
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