what scatter spatter is this? use words carefully -Why a child like you, I ask Gods, why are you like this?--Is there something you actually do like?--You are just starting to be like your dad.--You are the weirdest- -No- -Do you even have the ability to understand or ask about relativity theory? You do not, you are stupid. So shut up.- -Don’t father me.- -That nerd character in the movie reminded me of you.--You are suffocating--You are clingy--You look scary actually--Not e

I thought something was wrong with me. I never could swim into the normalcy that seemed so easy for the rest of the world. The feedback i received was affirming too - you are strange. So I studied myself and the world and everything that begins and ends with that “myself”. That is all there is to anything and if anyone tells otherwise it is just that the truths convenient to them are different. When you study self enough to know “i think i am, therefore everything is what i t

Some people (that is me trying to say "I" as a euphemism?") some people have gone too long and still goes too long without wondering about the 'how I am". So how do you answer "How are you?" How are you? Do you care about that - about how you are or do you just be? How do you understand how you are? Why would you need to understand? Let’s say, it has been one hell of a life and I have dissected it to the quantum realm to understand why it is and at the same time some days I h

don't what if you didn’t name your kid just let it grow, let it creep, let it crawl don’t let it be called upon or called at all let it know itself for what it is don’t make it into something you know or something anyone knows just let it be, let it see, let it feel don’t ask of it to wear a name let it know itself naked what if you didn’t name your suffering don’t give it a crown; don’t give it a veil don’t give it a label; just let it sting." let it cling, rip into your bon

Right now I really want a solution to 'error not found' state I am in - not the solution to the error, no I do not want that. I want that error, I want to find it. This is such an interesting "space in thoughts and time" that I find myself in. I am looking for an error but the epiphany continues to be a meta. It is intervening into every attempt to dismantle what I have founded to create something anew - a process the human existence promises to both the fittest, weakest, bes

Do you think the lowercase 'o' in 'of' in the title feels bad about only it being "lowercase"? Did you read both the subtitle and title? The ‘o’ in that context - do you think it feels inferior or superior or does it feel different? Does it victimize or become a fascist? That’s right, we are talking about the lowercase ‘o’ in the title and not about the bad mayonnaise that feels bad now, probably. We are not even talking about the elephant in the room which is the fictitious