just 4 things

1

What would it sound like if I were to word my thoughts as they are? If there is no music to it, no aesthetic to it. It still would look dressed however it is that I dress myself. But I do not have to wear or use matching colors. I do not have to think of what goes with what. I just have to wear. I have done more work to what is not draped about me than the drapes, so much work that I am not sure. Am I too protective of it? Like I do not want anyone who does not understand it to choose to talk about how it is draped, for that is all they know. Even if pressed, if the layers of clothing and layers of skin are seen just the same, why would I care about being seen or understood.

2

Lady slipper vine flowers and Lace leaf flowers are no more poetry than

one ugly enthused slug reaching up and two stoned, soused ones lying on their side.

3

If you find me bleeding out, sit on my face and squirt your soul into me before you swallow me up and into you, leave just my dried empty body for lady death.

4

so much did I dumb down

now i feel like a numb clown

lift up the gown

crown my mouth with your brown lips

and may that crown lay heavy

intoxicate me with your thirsting passion